I'M STUPIDLY HURT

 

I'm so stupidly hurt,

I write rhymes that don't work,

I am so stupidly hurt,

I console my pain with heart,

I see how these feelings hurt,

I know how long this will hurt,

I have chosen June but I know the wait won't last,

I am stupidly hurt,

I don't know what will work,

Everything seems at wrong spot,

All I do is a bunch of talk,

Which is not men's work,

In the book of society,

That put no trust in a friend,

Nor the woman I lie with.

I am stupidly hurt

How these people change so fast,

After been triggered they blow

No fear, they go

You won't hear them no more

Only the bad and evil side of you,

It hurts you, but what can you do?

It is harder to do the right

Than to err,

You may do something right without knowing

Come to know later

We chose what we want

I have lost so much that it hurts sometimes

I am so stupidly hurt

That I am hurting others,

Deceiving them, telling them lies

Just to benefit me.

I am broken into pieces

Don't know who to collect,

And put some faith in me

Then we take a walk.

But I am stupidly hurt,

That's why it is hard to acknowledge pain,

 and put it plain, with a poetic pen, 

on a paper and fly over your neighborhood with gain.

Because this pain is stupidly mine,

And I am a foolish young man

Holding dreams in a heart,

Folding hands to no catch,

Unfolding them in a touch,

It's like we've been in the maze runner

Now we on Scotch trials with the pandemic search,

It's phases we take, it's mazes they change.

Leaving me stupidly hurt.

Fabian Christopher Mwakabanje

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